Light Worker disguised sex worker
The moment you throw yourself to your knees in service to the divine, you make an agreement to do whatever it takes to serve humanity. Many people may think of a light worker as someone who is glowing surrounded by sunshine and rainbows and beaming their aura outward to everyone they touch. Although spiritually this is the case, the actual work can look much different in the 3D.
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The truth is we lightworkers may be thrust into environments of great darkness, pain, or abuse. For how else would we gain easy access to the souls who need our light the most. Think of it like a candle lit in a dark room. It shines the brightest and most beneficially in the darkest rooms; but in a bright already-lit room the candle does not bring about much change to the environment around it.
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In my case that has been the deep, and sometimes difficult to accept truth. Because of a mere moment approximately 10 years ago I bowed to the divine after so many spiritually profound experiences, and promised my service. I promised I would be obedient to the guidance I am given during my spiritual practice. And so I have been; blindly obedient even when it looks bad to others, or I don't understand the relevance. Sure enough I was lead into the darkest depths of not only myself, but of men specifically. Over time I have even developed gifts of clairvoyance, mediumship, and energy healing.
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Through the encounters had performing "erotic" spiritual massage I have come to master healing through intuitively guided touch, and emotional evaluations of the 7 chakras that everyone has. I have discovered that the sexual exploitation that plagues this world truly comes from subconscious human needs. Needs of love, real intimacy, and of course the need for power. We humans have been shamed sexually for a very long time in order to encourage systems that don't necessarily compliment the true nature of humankind. The raw hard-to-swallow truth is that many of us are capable of multilateral love relationships. Some of course are like swans where they are not only monogamous, but yearn for it and are built for it, where as many humans are capable of sharing love with multiple people.
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Unfortunately because of the shame around human sexuality combined with social norms to ensure public popularity/approval we suppress our sexual/loving nature in public. But express it in the shadows, in the grey areas, and for many women especially, in our minds where we feel no one can see us and our true fantasies.
It is my experienced opinion that this suppressive practice has created the demand for fields of work that so many people look down on. Industries such as porn, erotic massage, prostitution, and other forms of sexual arts and services. The reason there is such a high demand for men in general, is because of the culturally enforced shame specifically around female sexuality. In other words: if more women could be honest about their being sexual without it interfering with their reputation, or ability to survive, more sex would be had in general and there wouldn't be as big of a supply/demand issue.
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Going back it is easier to see just why a lightworker would have been placed into this major underlying problem that is the sex industry. When you explore a 'problem' from the inside out, you get the privilege and curse of finding the causation of the problem, with a microscope. And that is the only way it can be solved. Solutions can only come about if we are willing to recognize the truth that has caused all of this, to share it, and to hopefully take actions that might create a better world for everyone.